.Live.Like.You.Are.Dying.

date-1/1/2011 time- 12.31 am a new year finally come. hope this year will give full of enjoyable and excitement memories. year 2010 has just passed. hari hari yg dilalui semuanyer bercampur dgan suka dan duka. aku rase tahun 2010 mreupakan tahun yg banyak duit dikeluarkan dan tahun paling banyak aku travel terutama ke bhg. pantai timur. as usual, every year there would be a bittersweet history. i think some of my sweet memories are doing great in my last foundation program and got a new lappy. =) as for my bitter memories,, i'm not doing good in my 1st sem of degree and ummmm,, (thinking...) okay, the memory corrupt. hahaa.actually,, there are a LOT. kalo nak musahabah diri mesti bnyak benda yg akan keluar kan? now what? resolution? um,,masih belom difikirkan lagi. nanty kluar lahh azam itu bila hari hari berlalu. p/s HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

for this post,, i only compare Hayley william and Katy Perry . i just watched MTV world stage Live in Malaysia yesterday. a lot of artists from oversea were performing during the concert. one of them is katy perry. her voice so strong. but, her live show not really good as hayley perform live on stage. for katy, her voice dun really match with the recorded album. nwhatever it is, i still love these 2 singer. =)) biasalahh kan,, memang ramai penyanyi yg suara mereka tdak surapa dlm album. haha!

yaa,, the moment i've waited finally arrived. I already got my new laptop. HAHA! so excited lahh ! actually, it has been bought last saturday with my family at the mines. rasenyer itulah kali pertama pegi the mines KOT?. tp, x kesahlahh kan. besides me, my sis also bought one. haha, mmg mcm org kaya lah beli 2 laptop skali. tp, duet laen2 kan since she already work and earn monthly salary. kalo ikotkan, mmg bnyk nak beli time tuh. hee tp, bak kata pepatah, "jangan terlalu ikotkan nafsu" jd sekadar laptop sajalah.. i'm so so so grateful. upcoming gadget to be bought: 1) external HDD haha!

date- 11/12/2010 venue- TGV cinema, Jusco Seremban 2. time - 11.40 pm just watched narnia 3d last night. it was really cool with wide screen. this is my 2nd i watched movie in 3d. the first movie i watched in 3d was RAPUNZEL THE TANGLED TALE with my sister a week before narnia coming up to cinema. the best part about narnia is i watched with my family ( parents and sister) excluding my eldest brother. this is my first time watched movie with family at cinema. and it is really cool! to anyone like fantasy movie should loooooveee this movie. it is just fascinating! at first i thought this movie will be a long movie just like narnia 1 and narnia 2. but after looking at my watched, " ouhh, it is just one hour and half" but still full of adventure, emotional, and action. (i guess so). to those who haven't watch this movie should give it a try=)) i was counting time when the 2nd part of the Harry Potter and Deathly Hollow will be come out into cinema. i just can't wait! p/

yeah,, it's not what i've imagine. but still glad with my result for this 1st semester in degree. maybe i should work harder after this. now i agree with people who said that degree's life is much harder than what examination that i've gone through before this. i'm also should be thankful as i do not have any course to repeat. alhamdulillah. let bygone be bygone. p/s- "you cannot pass without any failure" (i dunno who the person had wrote this quote but this word just "pop" in my head)

salam maal hijrah yg ke 1432 hijrah. hari ini 2 muharam. hopefully,, tahun baru hijrah ini dapatlah aku berubah ke yg lebih baik dari sebelum2 ini.insyaalla.untuk berubah ke yg lebih baik bnyak sangat dugaannya kan? tapi itulah dinamakan pengorbanan. oh ye, teringat aku satu pepatah ne " kalau nak kan sesuatu mesti korbankan sesuatu". jadi betulkah ungkapan ini?. to me maybe yes and maybe no. mungkin semua yg kita impikan kita boleh dapat dan itu adalah sangat pasti. jadi itulah pengorbanan kan. whatever it is, we just plan,, but god knows the best for us. we just need to pray and pray. last word-- think about it!=)

mase berlalu terlalu pantas. pejam celik sudah 2 minggu lebih rasenye aku bercuti. ramai yang tanya tak keje ke cuti ne? hurm,,ak rase waktu terlalu singkat untuk bekerja dlam mase sebulan lebih ne. takpelah, mungkin akhir semester 2 kot. hahaa. in the last two weeks and including this week, i have watched 2 movies. one of them was Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows (Part 1). the movie review-- i think it is a must watch movie lah. too many emotions for this first part. the last movie will be beat part i guess. just can't wait to see the 2nd part on march. the latest i just watched was a malay movie entitiled " Ngankung ". the review-- hahaha..the genre: horror/comedy. so hillllariiiouss! that's all i can say..but when it comes to the ending, a little bit boring. but it is a nice movie to watch. other than that, futsal game also included in my holiday schedule. i think this December will be a lot of interesting movie coming up into the cinema. can't wait to watc

seriously,, i'm not really into this song before. but after i heard this song at the theo paramore show on 19/10,, phewww, really really stuckkk into this song.actually, this song is taken from their 1st album, so i rarely hear their songs on this album. during their show in BUKIT JALIL,, they played acoustics version. i think whether the real version and the acoustics version both are best to hear. ohh yaa,, the song that i'm talking about is " never let this go ".the lyrics so so meaningful.(i guess so)..haha. to those never heard this song can find it on youtube,,or download it lahh. simply the best. that all i can say. i keep on playing this song. heelll yeahh.!

HAPPY EID ADHA . maybe its a bit too late. but still i wanna wish to all. mungkin bg sesetengah org raya qurban tidaklah sehebat hari raya aidil fitri. kenapa? yea, mungkin sebab raya aidilfitri semua umat islam diwajibkan berpuasa dan merasakan itulah pengorbanan terbesar. tapi bg yg mengerjakan haji dan ibadah qurban sudah semestinya raya qurban merupakan satu hari yg sangat bererti. ohh ya, maybe a lot of people wonders what is the real sacrifice?? i think the real sacrifice is how we as a slave worshiping to god (ALLAH). mungkin juga pengorbanan yg terbaik ialah mengamalkan segala ajaran rasulullah s.a.w. yea,, different people have different thought about this. itu terpulanglah kepada masing2. kan?

ohh yaa, sudah lame juga ak tidak post blog yg baru since baru saja lepas final exam. my review for the final:: yah,it's kinda tough from what i thought. totally different from my last foundation exam. this time if you dun understand the concept you are a dead-meat. selepas berapa2 hari exam baru aku ingat yang my brother and my sister have reminded me that degree is different. apa2 pon tawakal semoga result this 1st semester will be high. cuti ini mungkin agak bosan kerana rasenyer budak2 uitm je kot? yang da start cuti..uni laen baru nak start exam. hahah! mungkin cuty ne aku akan bnyak tulis blog dan maen game. kalo ikot kan banyak benda yg bole buat cuti ne..so,,let see how its going lah! bye for now!=) p/s: best of lucks for those taking examination!

19th oct 2010. maybe this post is a little bit too late. but, i wanna write about the paramore concert i have been. ini mungkin kali pertama i bought a ticket just wanna watch my favorite band perform live in front of me. pada mulanye nak beli tiket yg 4th punye sitting tp alang2 nk pegi baek pilih yg terbaek kan?? hhoho! biasanye concert2 luar negara mesti jatuh hari-hari yg clash dengan time table. but this time, i was free from anything. yeeeahh! i was so excited to see paramore live. but believe me, if u were there, you will get jealous with people with rockzone ticket. maybe next time if they come to malaysia again i'll buy that ticket.hahaha. tp dpt 3rd sitting pon ape kurangnye. still can rock with them. okay, back to the concert. i really can't describe by words actually. hahaa.what can i say the concert was AWESOME , ROCKS and SUPERB !! hohoho! that was too much aite. with the crowds sing along with the band. IT WAS SOOOOO AMAZING! hayley sang just like the recordi

hum,, minggu ini memang sangat memenatkan. hampir setiap hari ada test. n last but not least, got one presentation also. so grateful it has ended. memang susah test2 pada kali ini tertuma analogue. i dunno why it is so hard for me to understand this course. hopefully, i'll understand better b4 the final begin about three weeks from now. "hidup ini kadang2 pahit tp esok kan masih ada" -taken from KAMI (i guess so). jadi apa pun kita mesti teruskan juga. jika tiada pahit, manis pasti akan jemu dengan kita. hidup tidak akan selalunya manis. dan tidak akan hitam selamanye. trust me!=)))

syawal yg begitu meriah tahun nie even rmai juge member2 yg ak dgar demam pada 1 SYAWAL.i'm just felt grateful to Allah for giving me a good health this eid. in the 1st syawal, as usual my family and i went to my atok and wan houses. its very special for my family as we can finish visiting my parent's parent in ONE day!.hahaa.all my grandpa and grandma houses just somewhere in negeri sembilan. we dun need to "balik kampong" like the others lah.. pada raye ke-3,,agk spesel juga thun ne xpenah dibuat thun seblumnye. kami sekluarga pegi melawat paklang di TERENGGANU.hehe! it was a very loooonnngg journey.hahaa.ponek den dok dlm kereta. watever it is, best juge dpat jumpe sepupu2 di terengganu yg tlah lame tdak ketemu..hehehe. raye ke-4 hingga ke-6.. pecah rekod tahun ini pg raye rumah kwan2. and the best part was when my smad klana batch unite together..almost 20 person joined visiting our frens houses.agak meriah juge tahun ne sbb bnyk uamh kwn2 yg xpnah pg sblm ne dpat

it has been been a month since my last update.it's kinda busy rite now. ramadhan pon berlalu dgn pntas. agk kerugian jikalau tidak merebut pleuang to praying a lot to Allah. yeah, as our age become older, it is so hard to find time to pray.we're just busy with our things in this world.hummm.. maybe after we retired or in other words 'OLD' we'll find a lot of time. but, the point is are we really confident we'll reach that age?? think about it. bila dekat nak raya, mesti kedai2 akn dpenuhi dgn orang ramai untuk meraikan hari lebaran yg bakal tiba. aku lihat wajah keriangan setiap umat yg berkunjung di shopping complex. (just same as me).=p dikesempatan ini, i wanna wish to all muslim happy eid mubarak! maaf zahir n batin. p/s: agak blur mlm2 ne tulis blog!hhehee

yeah, it has been a while since i return to my sweet home. argghh! the uitm schedule for the1st semester was really packed. 2 weeks in row my weekend were taken away with the program. however, it's already over now.phewww,, what a relieved.! so tired with those program. so,,i'm home now.dapat juga jumpe parents..hahahaa jika duduk di kolej pasti duet akan habis dengan ptptn yg bermasalah..hopefully,, i'll get the result for the 3rd batch. mungkin ada hikmahnye kot dapat lmbat.hahahaa better get rest now! =)))

okay,,just started the 1st week of degree's studies life.as usual, the first week so NOT good.everything seems to be complicated. so tired with the class with no lecturer.hahaa! hope the time table will be okay soon enough.frankly,i really dun like this semester time table as there will be a class after friday's prayer. susah nak balik kotttt!!. after this while, i realized that my past PLKN certificate really useful. i got exception credit for kokorikulum in this semester.(only this sem okay) for the group,,i got foreigners in my class.reaallly TALL man!hahaa.. mcm adik beradik usain bolt ngn samuel eto lahhh!!hahahaaa.. never talk to him yet..maybe soon.hahaha. okay,,i'll update later on for more stories..hee=))

yeah,the time has come.today i'll pursue my study in UiTM shah alam. all the things i hv packed yesterday.hopefully,,there will be nothing left behind.the orientation week would be tiring and i will be happy if former UiTM's foundation students are excluded into the list.hahahaa. but,,it is just slightly possible will be happened.=))) so, start the new season with good thoughts n high possibilities!

setelah berbulan-bulan menghabiskan mase untuk makan dan tido yg secukupnyaa,,akhirnye tibelahh mase untuk belajar semula."" alwaqtu kassaiff ""(waktu itu seperti pedang).. yup,its really true.rasenye bnyak cuty2 telah dihabiskan dengan perkare tidak berfaedah.hahaa..i should get a job but i didn't..so,,i got nothing.just making large size for my waist. hahaha..=)) well,,the good news,i still manage to get my favorite university (i guess so) for the UPU..yeah,,it is UiTM.and i got my first choice course-electrical engineering.hopefully i'll succeed with this course. it's just a week before a day of the regestration.haha.jadi,aku akn habiskn mase2 cuty yg ade ini spenuhnyee.i can't wait to see my old friends in UiTM.. i think many of my foudation programme friends continue with UiTM..haha. see you there=))

it has been a while since my last update.quite busy with my brother "along" wedding preparation.after all, the wedding day was ending superbly.though i was sooo tired on that day. hahaa.kaki ini rase mcm merentas desa pulakk.. this is my first time,,my family arrange a wedding day. so,that's it!!now, i know how hard to arrange a wedding day. next stop, it will be my sister okayyy..not me! di sini ada secebis kenangan daripada hari perkahwinan yg lalu.sory,,i'll not upload so much pics in this blog.if u wanna see so more pics.go to facebook !yaayy! well, one of these pics was not captured at my house. you should know by yourself.hahaa.hopefully,,this gonna be a happy endinggg! =)))))

yea,i know i just celebrated my "old day"(like my friends said in fb) few days ago. gosh,this year many of friends have wished me. i'm really really appreciate it.thanks a lot.i should write my birthday, day after my birthday.eventually, i have to go to kelantan for my brother's wedding day.hahaa.(i got new sister). um,for my birthday..i celebrated together with my father night before going to kelantan. we celebrated together with my cousins with new "secret recipe" cake.hahaaa..so GREAT!.i wish i can make delicious cake like them.hahahaa. with my new age i hope i can better than before. oh yeah! p/s;;sorry no pics of my birthday.i dun even remember which camera took my picture.hahaa

as promised, here are some of those reunion pics.hahaaa. i think i can upload three pics only as i'm too lazy to copy pics and save into my computer.i took the best part of the reunion where all my friends were together.it's so so memorable! once again,,really good to see them since 4 years ago. hope to see them again in future..

it has been a long time seen i met my form 1 until form 3 batch.phewww~ i note that many of them have changed a LOT.from small became big,, from fat became thin,, from short became tall etc.. i love to see this! i'm wondering what would they become another 5 years.some of the girls could have been married.hahaa.that is the truth.girls marry earlier than guys??rite?hee=p actually,,i'm quite sad as i can't join them from the beginning. i had futsal tournament. the tournament was suck! i dun like this competition. i'm also new to team. we're not really connected to each other.so, in the end,,we LOST. i've thought that from the beginning. we dun even practice together as we're never play together before. so sad.=( what i feel for in this team its kinda personal. so,i kept it secret. so,,back to the reunion story. i'll try upload some of those pics in this blog. i'll steal them from my frens album in facebook for sure.hahaaa. serve me rite for forgetting

hey! i just wanna let you know i have added the formspring.me widget in this blog. hahaa..feel free to ask! i'll answer them as honest as possible. but dun worry, i'm not kind of man love to lie. actually, i dun even know what kind of website it is at first. then i saw many people use it. so,why should i give a try?aite? hahaa.it is okay with me if you ask me anonymously or with your details. i love question!! =p

here the fact.why i like eyes so much?maybe some of us have same interest with me,rite?..okay,okay.i like to share some of thought i like about "eyes". oh yes,eyes are wonderful gift of Allah has given to us.we should be grateful. sometimes,we cannot use our eyes for the right things.i also sometimes or maybe "always" falsely use my eyes.its very sad..now,back to the story.why eyes so special? for me, from looking someone eyes i can see the truth.with eyes, i can know everything what has happened. it occurs sometimes.not all time okay.dun get me wrong.i'm some kind of wizard or anything related to the satan. we should only trust Allah.its just how we use our eyes. unfortunately,there are some people who are blind and can't see the truth.poor them. so, use your eyes well.

i just love this song.come, sing with me! here, the lyrics. I'm going away for a while But I'll be back Don't try to follow me 'Cause I'll return as soon as possible See, I'm trying to find my place But it might not be here where I feel safe We all learn to make mistakes And run from them, from them With no direction We'll run from them, from them With no conviction 'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts Travelin' endlessly Don't need no roads In fact, they follow me And we just go in circles And now I'm told that this is life That pain is just a simple compromise So we can get what we want out of it Would someone care to classify? Our broken hearts and twisted minds So I can find someone to rely on And run to them, to them Full speed ahead Oh, you are not useless We are just Misguided ghosts Travelin' endlessly The ones we trusted the most Pushed us far away And there's no one road We should not be the same But I'm just a ghost

what i wrote here are straight from my heart, my thought and my sight. it is my apology to someone feels hurt, annoy or any other bad words. to someone has known me, maybe the don't really know me or they do know me. for me, i'll like to be different than anybody else. even though sometimes i try to copy someone image.haha.whatever it is, i love being myself. *chill* .actually, i wanna write about three days ago which is very familiar to us. what is it?yeah,you do know that day.it was a "mother's day".i know some of us like to celebrate this "good" day.some of us might like writing a card written "happy mother's day" on the cover.it is good actually remember our mother. but, i dun feel that way.we should remember our mother day in and day out. there is no need to make a specific day to remember our beloved-father and mother. if we make days to remember our beloved parent, what about the other days?? yeah,they could be forgotten.(i guess so)

yesterday i went to terminal one, seremban to watched "iron man 2". The movie was SO great even though i didn't watch the first one. hahahaha..so, sometimes it makes me wonder what happened back then. actually, i didn't feel to watch this movie even though it is cool.hahaa wanna know why?it was "sunday" n first thing come to my mind there'll no ticket for such movie..watever it is, it just my lucky day. i watched this movie with my best friend. we were friend since i was 13. he really really a good friend.sadly, he will be not here-malaysia, next month to further his studies.just wish him best of lucks.i hope we can get the certificate of degree or maybe master in our course program. i used to think to write even more longer.but i dunno why i can't write.the ideas come from my mind so many.however, i just can confess the ideas in writing. or maybe it is because of my heart to keep all the things secret..hopefully, i can write more and more soon.

everyday,every minute,every second passed. it'll be so bored if not fulfilled with some kind of activities. this is what happening to me now..hahaaa.. dunno what to do lah! it was great finished my foundation early than anyone else. but it will be such a boredom when there are no activities during the holidays.. guys,come on..let's play futsal! hahaaa..

whoaa,,I just watched "GAMBLING APOCALYPSE KAIJI" the movie. it was so damn cool and really enjoyed..it keeps our mind thinking(maybe). hahahaa..at first i thought it just like other gambler's stories and after i saw it...humm,,it was really good .. the story lane also quite attracting i guess. from 5 stars mybe i will give 4 star kot.hahahaa. till here,,bye!

well,,this song very2 meaningful to us.just wanna share. hahaa.

sadly,deeply in my heart to see my fren which i think hv struggled very much to me (or more precisely "us") get upset n feeling very down. i should say, "believe that there is a light behind the dark cloud" dun worry, god will be always beside u.. just keep praying. peace!

negeri sembilan vs kedah. FA cup final..congrats to negeri for winning this competition. hopefully,,u guys will win more and more cups for the future.. to kedah,,u guys dun get upset as u should win the title. it is just not ur lucky day.hahahaaa.. watever it is,,i'm still proud born in n9.hahaaa.. HOBIN JANG HOBIN !!!

well,it has been a long time since my last time update. haha..now, back to the roots..bnyk permulaan dah berakhir. akhirnye asasi kejuruteraan di uitm && result yg baru keluar baru2 ne mmbuatkn hati kegembiraan walaupon agk keresahan melihat result yg menrun from my last semester..nevertheless,,i'm still glad with the result. what i've been doing in uitm cost a lot to my results.hahaaa.. xtaw nak kate ape lg..ape2 i'll update a.s.a.p oke! haa!