.Live.Like.You.Are.Dying.

i dunno why but something is so mixed up rite now. and i need some change in life. can we do the change? can i do some change?? or.. can you help us do the change? its start now or it never gonna start. trust me!

date: 6/3/2011 time: around 7.30 to 8.00 pm place: PKNS Shah Alam yeh, mmg aku panas gile waktu ne kat sorg pompuan ne. mmg xsdar ko tue sedang bercakap dengan sape. situasi dy lebey kurg mcm ne lahh: aku sampai di shah alam dlm waktu asar bersama parents plus my sis. selepas solat asar, kami terus pegi ke PKNS sebab kakak mahu beli baju. mcm biasa, parking dekat kawasan PKNS mestilah ade tiket kan. kami pon berjalan jalan di PKNS dan Plaza Alam Sentral sampai ke maghrib. Akak aku pon dpat ape yang dy mahu. as usual, sblm blek kena byr tiket dulu kan kat Autopay Station. harga tiket tue RM2. akulah yang tukang bayar tiket tu kat salah satu autopay station dekat PKNS tu. masa aku masukkan duit RM1 yg kedua, mesin autopay tue terus out or serivce. tp tiket tue keluar balek. jadi aku pikir biase2 je lah. then, bila nak keluar, ayah aku msasukkan tiket tue dy kluar balik. dalam hati aku "ahh sudahh!"..setelah beberapa kali cubaan, muncul satu suara pompuan kat mesin tue, P : enci...

mungkin sudah lama aku ingin menulis fasal benda ini tapi belum ada kesempatannya. untuk kali ini, mungkin semua benda yang akan keluar dari pemikiran ini. lust? without this maybe we're such a lame guy. we live in such a complete form (ya,some were born in not a perfect way) but to be specifically, we live in this world with perfect form. Allah has given us lust and heart. tanpa nafsu tak mungkin berkembang anak2 adam. nafsu ini selalu saja tidak puas dengan segala yang kita peroleh. tidak dinafikan juga aku juga mangsa nafsu itu. jika tidak dikawal, rosak binasalah hati. manusia di dunia ini sekarang lebih mementingkan nafsu semata-mata. walaupun dah tua, tapi nafsu keduniaan sangat kuat. "manusia semakin hari semakin tua tapi ada satu yang tidak tua iaitu: cinta kepada keduniaan" mungkin betul ungkapan ini. renungkanlah. peace!

hye blogger, rase sudah lame tidak menulis, ingin rasenye nak menulis kembali. cume waktu tidak mengizinkan. hari ini, 12/2, genap seminggu selepas puas bercuti penggal pd minggu lepas. cuti? yea, kali ini aku sekeluarga pergi ke kelantan. kenapa kelantan? haa, biasalah nak shopping baju lahh kan. (this is point to the girls) mmg murah kalo kenal orgnye kan. kalo tak,, mencekikkk darah lah jwpannye. satu perkara yg sangat tak puas dengan penjual makanan yg sangat mencekik darah. where the place? just keep it secret lah. tapi memang xpatut. tempat biasa2 sja tpi harga makan kalah hotel. ish! yea, can u believe one large prawn worth RM20? hell no. tp takpe. itu umpama menyekat rezeki sendiri. memang untung. but for the future,, only god knows best. end of holidays, assignments, quizzes, and tests are waiting for me. next week my digital course will be my 1st test for this semester. pray for me for this test.! more to come~

hey blogger,, we meet again. today is a public holiday. thaipussam day! its nice to be Malaysian citizen as we live in different races and democratic. one of the good things is we got a lot of holidays every festive day for every common races that we've got in this country. so, cuti lah! sape yang tak sukee cuti kan. hahaa. for this semester, i really love my timetable as there is no class fall on Friday. that's mean 4days straight holidays lahh! hahaa. tapi semester ini sudah terasa kesusahanye dari semester lepas. betullah kata org setiap semester semua subjek2 makin susah. whatever it is,, i hope that i'll make this sem much better. okay, bye for now!

date-1/1/2011 time- 12.31 am a new year finally come. hope this year will give full of enjoyable and excitement memories. year 2010 has just passed. hari hari yg dilalui semuanyer bercampur dgan suka dan duka. aku rase tahun 2010 mreupakan tahun yg banyak duit dikeluarkan dan tahun paling banyak aku travel terutama ke bhg. pantai timur. as usual, every year there would be a bittersweet history. i think some of my sweet memories are doing great in my last foundation program and got a new lappy. =) as for my bitter memories,, i'm not doing good in my 1st sem of degree and ummmm,, (thinking...) okay, the memory corrupt. hahaa.actually,, there are a LOT. kalo nak musahabah diri mesti bnyak benda yg akan keluar kan? now what? resolution? um,,masih belom difikirkan lagi. nanty kluar lahh azam itu bila hari hari berlalu. p/s HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

for this post,, i only compare Hayley william and Katy Perry . i just watched MTV world stage Live in Malaysia yesterday. a lot of artists from oversea were performing during the concert. one of them is katy perry. her voice so strong. but, her live show not really good as hayley perform live on stage. for katy, her voice dun really match with the recorded album. nwhatever it is, i still love these 2 singer. =)) biasalahh kan,, memang ramai penyanyi yg suara mereka tdak surapa dlm album. haha!